In a year that's been so far a hell for me--failing grades, low self-esteem, insecurities, anger, bitterness, hatred-all the passions that you can imagine and LUCK RUNNING OUT, all I can do is NOT give up. Some people around me (did I mention paranoia too?) rejoice and celebrate at the state I'm in, all I can do is NOT listen to them. Salt water has been dripping from the window of my soul and I REFUSE to drown in them. I cried a sea and maybe I'll even continue to do so. But like Cuba Gooding Jr. in one of my favorite films, Men of Honor, I'll slick it out. I'll chase the wind even if they think it's that. I remember the movie and its original soundtrack. Of course, one can only dream, but... a dream is always realizable. Heck, why do I say such things now?

Because... Just because.

Dark is the night
I can battle the storm
Never say die
I've been down this road before
I'll never quit
I'll never lay down, mm
See I promised myself that I'd never let me down

I'll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fall
I'll never fail
I'll just get up and try again

Never lose hope
Never lose faith
There's much too much at stake
Upon myself I must depend
I'm not looking for place or show
I'm gonna win

No stopping now,
There's still a ways to go, oh
Someway, somehow
Whatever it takes, I know
I'll never quit, no no
I'll never go down,
I'll make sure they remember my name
A hundred years from now

When it's all said and done
My once in a lifetime will be back again
Now is the time
To take a stand
Here is my chance
That's why I...

I'll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fall
I'll never fail
I'll just get up and try again

I'm gonna win

Because..

I find meaning in the song.♥

Eto na ata ang kinakatakutan kong pagkabagsak. Grrr.. I so hate Productions and Operations and Sir Bob!!! Sobrang bagsak ako sa prelims kasi naman nagfeeling ako na may tricky part dun sa exam pero wala naman pala. hu hu hu. Dumanak na naman ang luha ko dahil sa exam na 'yon. Kala ko pa naman makakabawi na 'ko pero hindi pala. Ang bad trip pa kay sir Bob, sobrang objective niya mag-grade. Wala man lang points for effort. Hu hu hu. Simple lang naman ang gusto ko sa buhay eh, yung magbunga ng maganda mga pagsisikap at paghihirap ko. HUHUHU. Sana hindi na lang ako nagreview kanina. I SO HATE PRODUCTIONS AND OPERATIONS MANAGEMENT and SIR BOB. Sana kay Maam Castro na lang kami kasi what's the point? As if naman mamememorize at maaalala namin lahat ng formula in case na magbusiness kami. Buti pa kay Maam Castro, effortless magka-uno. Pumunta ka lang sa mga fishball stands at magcompare.. HUHUHU Life is unfair. Who ever said cheaters never win? Buti pa nga yung mga nangongopya nakakapasa, ako hindi. Paalam na aking munting pangarap. :''''''(

Sa wakas. After a looong time of not seeing my high school friends, I was able to see them once again at Val's party.

-Chino picked me up at around 8:40 (gimik attire daw. hahaha labo)
-We went to Mcdo Q. Ave and met his 7MP digicam (naks!)
-Drove to Drum Grill
-Gone around in circles about 3 times to look for a parking space
-Pigged out and said byebye to Val
-Went to Starbucks with Anakat, Bryan, Pat, Migs and JM. (bonding)
-Was interviewed for his Prod "ukol sa napipintong pagtaas ng pamasahe ng uno veintecinco"
-Drove me home at around 2am

blog pa rin ako. SAYA SAYA! SA UULITIN!


tsss.


nice


nyik


chino & ags


birthday girl


ags, poksieh, jen & val


:P



chino + ags, jm, migs, pat, anakat


ags, jm. migs, pat, anakat + bry


color of the day: GREEN


yeah.


look at chino's mouth. observe. haha



anakat!


pat & migs


migs, jm, bryan & chino


:)


Go bry.


ags, anakat & pat


sa uulitin :)

They are.





From four, three remains. Meet Sushi, Maki (the only boy) and Kani! And they're turning 2 months old this 23rd. They're so tiny and they always sleep. Good thing naabutan ko silang gising. Hahaha. Can't blame them, masarap ang panahon. And they haven't taken a bath yet. Poo-poo.

Labels: pets

"The truth is, she's not really pretty. She's just hiding her hideous cheese-bread face with jars of make-up. Tries all she can but she'll always be without class in my eyes. Trying to be innocent and all, but she can't fool me. She'll never fool me. Strip her off of her alibies, she'll only have her brokenness. She wasn't like that before. Too bad she met that guy."

super crush kong jacket :)


come find me :)


Look ma, I'm on tv! Hehehe


smile naman dyan...


Hihihi


<3


Ken <3 Tek


Ken


@ food choices


kain lang ng kain



Sorry, I haven't had lunch eh


fat & agz


very, very, very BAD :P


tek & ken


i said smile


Ayan, eh di mas maganda

POST-MONTHSARY DATE:
13 months of flirting, bantering and crying. Hmmmn... Sounds good. I wish it would go on. :)

I'm starting to believe that I'm going to achieve my goal for gaduation! Yey! Hahaha. Hmmn. Pero if not, eh 'di malungkot. That's life, part of growing up. Hoho. saya saya naman. :)

I think I'll get a fair grade in ObliCon and the amazing thing was, I didn't even reviewed for the exam! Maybe I'll get 75-80. Hehe Everytime talaga na hindi ako nagrereview, mataas nakukuha ko at hindi pa ako nadidismaya like what happened last time in Labor Standards. Sobrang hindi ako nagreview pero I got the highest pa. Hehehe pero I can't deny na talagang minsan swertihan lang. Still, it was one heck of a luck. I got frustrated the day before kasi in Productions kaya I didn't waste any effort in reviewing for Oblicon. Oh Joy. Hahaha

Then, Sir Alain gave me a 10/20 for a wrong answer in objectives of a business and that was my lowest in Finance. Sobrang layo ng sagot ko, ang sinagot ko measures of a good business. :D After Finance, we went to mass and after mass... We got a text message na panalo UST! That really made my day. :) Actually, kahit 'di nangyari 'yung first two, sobrang saya na araw ko sa pagkapanalo nila Dylan! Wah, buti pa si Pat napanood ng live. I'm so green with envy :)